Today I’m lonely. Are there people I could call? Yes.

Will I call them? No.

No one should have to sit here on a gorgeous summer day, watching me sick & in pain.

Yes I to have days when I just can’t do things. When this disease gets the better of me & I just want to retreat. Days when I feel defeated, scared & miserable.

Will tomorrow be better? Maybe. Maybe not. But it’s the hope that it will be, that keeps me going.

“Why is it so easy to admire the sunflower as it stands tall through the wind & rain? Yet she can’t see her strength as she stands tall through the pain.”

~Author Unknown