Iāve been sitting here trying to handle everything that comes when I have multiple appointments coming up, in Massachusetts. Fuel, someone to drive & help me, do I need to spend the night, etcā¦ It has me thinking about the first time I went, how it began & what itās like to feel like your medical care is strung together by a thin thread that you are trying to hold together.
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THAT LITTLE RED HOUSE
Iāll be sharing a series of posts, (That Little Red House), about trauma experienced in childhood & itās effects on our lives, bodies, minds & souls.
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HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE TO GET A WHEELCHAIR?
I wouldnāt know, I still donāt have mine.
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SCLERODERMA WALKS
Itās hard to fight, an unknown enemy, when you donāt have a diagnosis, really hard!
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WEEKEND AWAY
My husband is amazing. Now donāt get me wrong, after 34 years we can annoy the š¤¬ out of each other! But without him, I could not do this.
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LAUGHTER TRULY IS THE BEST MEDICINE
When you have a chronic illness or disability everything is more difficult.
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TRAPPED IN THE STRESS LOOP
Letās talk stress. Iāve been doing really well for a few months now. Things have been really good.
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LOSING INDEPENDENCE
There is something to be said for teaching our daughters to be strong, fearless and independent women.
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TRAVEL
Travelā¦ah ya ya
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NO MORE
At multiple points on this crazy ride, I became nothing but a mere shell of flesh & bones.
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WHENā¦
When you have an incurable illness, you spend a lot of time going over the whyās.
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SUBTLE CHANGES
Anyone who has battled a chronic illness, knows the struggle of fighting for answers.
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THERE WILL BE NO DANCING TODAY
Today I donāt want to dance.
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PANDEMIC
This damn pandemic.
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IāM FLIPPING EXHAUSTED
Through all my battles, including infusions, I never would have imagined that a body could get this tired.
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WHERE IS EVERYONE WHO SAID THEYāD BE THERE?
It happens so slowly in the middle of your, āsearching for a diagnosis and some helpā, storm.
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PAIN AND I ARE WELL AQUAINTED
My fB is full of so many who are in pain & requesting prayers. It breaks my heart. Pain & I are well acquainted.
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TIME DOESNāT EASE THE PAIN
Iām going to share some of my old writing throughout the blog. Because time doesnāt ease the pain of some things we go through. Your words matter to those who hear them. Have no doubt we do hear you. ~Em
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āI AM BROKENā
When I first read this poem it touched my heart. Be patient read it through. Then change perspective and read it again. ā¤ļø ~Em
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GROCERY SHOPPING
Today I went grocery shopping. Seems simple, right? Well itās not. Going shopping alone is crazy hard.
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